Tuesday, October 16, 2007

It's official -

My body hates me! = (

Damn PCOS! CD33 and no signs of O!

Sometimes I feel like my dream of becoming a mother is just dangling in front of me... like a tease. Maybe this is God's way of teaching me patience. My life is all about a schedule; a time line. I had a plan and now it's not working out like I want it to. I know that "timing is everything" so maybe this is his way of showing me that it's not in my hands. Regardless, it just plain sucks and I wish I could have complete control over my life. Unfortunately, it doesn't work like that.

So, the plan is this - If AF doesn't show by Thursday morning (which I know she won't) then I will call the RE and they will order some labs. Once they come back showing no PG and no O - they will call in provera to get this show moving right along. I was hoping to be PG by Thanksgiving.... now I'm aiming for Christmas *sigh*

2 comments:

SMiLeD said...

grrr... darn af.

remember though i was supposed to do ivf in december but af didn't show so i got bumped to january, obviously it was meant to be, drew and livi are the proof!

hang in there, i know its sooooo frustrating!

Anonymous said...

OMG - I just realized that xavier2001 is Mary! LOL! All this time - I'm dense!!

Anyhow, I just commented on your other page asking about provers...shoulda read here first. :-) Sounds like a great plan, you're in store for a wonderful Christmas miracle.