I'm 17w3d pregnant and still, the announcement of a family member being PG just stings to the core! I hate IF! I love this family member and we're like sisters... but for pete's sake - can anyone in this world (in terms of my family) NOT get PG so easily! I know, that's horrible for me to say, but jeez!! Why was it just me? Why were we the only ones who struggled... if only just ONE family member went through it too - I would have someone who understood my feelings.
I always say I wouldn't wish "infertility" on my worst enemy... but would I? I swear, I'm not a bad person - just trying to sort out these feelings I'm having regarding the recent news.
She's only 2 months behind me (just found out today) and I know we'll be constantly compared to each other. She'll be doted on for being PG and getting married, etc and my news is now history. Is it just PG hormones... because I'm feeling like she's stealing my thunder!
On the other hand, I'm happy because we'll have children close in age! We're so close in age and grew up together so I want my child to have that as well! Ack! These feelings suck!!
So yeah, I'm not in my happy place today - I'll try to be tomorrow. =)
Sunday, July 20, 2008
Posted by Angie at 12:27 AM
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It sure does suck. I bet you still have your thunder -- at least your faithful blog readers are yours and yours alone. You have every right to feel pissed -- hell I still feel twinges of anger when I hear of someone "accidentally" pregnant. It's not right BUT your baby will be so much more adored and loved and wanted -- I can't believe you are almost 18 weeks pregnant -- it seems like we were JUST waiting for the BFP huh!!!!!!! Time flies when you're having fun. Sam
I know what you mean Sam - it just seems like yesterday when I was going through Beta hell!! haha!
Yeah, I get the twinges of anger when everyone and their brother gets PG "accidentally" too! I do know that this baby will be loved and wanted more than anything - it's all worth it!!
Thanks for the good thoughts!!! xoxo
You know what? Now that you said it, I think I would wish it on my worst enemy! ;-) Okay, only some days! LOL!
Just a big hug, IF sucks!!
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