I apologize in advance for my little rant...

If one more person tells me that I need to appreciate and cherish the things I have in my life, I will lose it. What gives everyone the right to express their opinions of me and what I'm doing with my life? Yes, I realize that many people are worse off - that doesn't mean I don't get to be upset for the shitty cards that I've been dealt.

I understand that I can't let my infertility take control of my life. I understand that it can't consume me. But the thing that others don't understand is that I have to decide this, not everyone else. I have to decide if I want to be happy today. I have to decide if I want to cry and sulk - it is my life, therefore my decision.

So, in other news - I spoke with my RE's nurse today and she has finally mailed out the scripts for my birth control and antibiotics. I'm on cd25 so you would think I would be nearing the end of my cycle... wrong. I haven't even ovulated yet! Darn PCOS! The good thing is that the nurse said if I don't get AF 1.5 weeks after I'm supposed to, then I can call their office and I'll get something to start. Awesome! At least that means I won't wait forever to get started!

Thanks to everyone for reading and checking in on me, I appreciate it! I really need to update this thing more, I think I will once I get further into the cycle... right now it's just the boring stuff! In the meantime, I'm sure I'll have much to say about my beotch boss! =)

There's a whole dramatic story I could tell, but I've decided to spare everyone the details.. just know that today while in the boss's office - she has the freaking nerve to say to me, "Ang, at least you're not in my neice's situation and have a premie... you don't have to worry about that!" What the hell, seriously!?! So basically I guess it's good that I can't get PG, it's so much better than delivering prematurely! Yeah, I don't want to risk that so I might as well get my freaking tubes tied now. I must be blessed to be barren...not so much. Ignorance still amazes me to this day.

Okay, I thought my ranting was over - I guess not! lol Off to watch American Idol with the birthday boy!