So this is it! There's no turning back now! Tomorrow is the big day and I'm really excited! I know that he will be able to fix us... he has to! (I'm not leaving until he sets up a game plan! I'll rope myself to the chairs if I have to!) haha!

I really hope he says that we can start off the bat with IUI/Injectables. I'm scared that he might think we need to improve Mike's count first. I hope not... even though they do need a little boost to better our chances. It's like part of me doesn't want to wait - I want to get this show on the road. The other part of me wants to be reasonable about it and if waiting 3 months and focusing on getting his count up saves us a couple failed cycles, then I guess it's worth it... right? Oh jeez.. I told myself I wasn't going to worry/stress about anything until I talked to the doctor - I just need to chill out!